Lonely, huh...
So this word is what I pick to write about tonight. So what is your lonely story, Ras? Knowing that on your birthday, you texted him only to wish he would feel surprised and text you back for something? Aren't you too old for such melodrama? Hahaha.... Indeed. I'm tired myself. I want to let go of such clinging... I heard from a friend that she saw him in a photo with a girl.
*instant broken heart*
Aha, he deserves to be happy. He is. And seems that it's not with you, hohoho... or, maybe he needs his own turning point? LOL... don't!!!
---another story at around the same moment---
I think I'm picking a fight with my superior... well, I feel neglected, but somehow I feel like the superior put the blame on me, my jobdesk. Ahaaa.... maybe it's just me and me so-important feeling.
I want to be acknowledged, not neglected, abandoned, or such... haha... *baper alert*
so tell me, how long should I pretend to others that I still have a husband? How long should I make them think that my marriage is fine? What would I do when people finally find out the truth? What should I tell my parents that I have already told some friends....? That I'm tired of shutting up?
You think?
Yeah, I am that weak that I leak out to one more person, while Allah has kept it secret until now. It's somehow suffocating inside.... maybe the same thing with mom and dad but they have greater endurance and other more important issues to handle.
I am such a nuisance.....
So this word is what I pick to write about tonight. So what is your lonely story, Ras? Knowing that on your birthday, you texted him only to wish he would feel surprised and text you back for something? Aren't you too old for such melodrama? Hahaha.... Indeed. I'm tired myself. I want to let go of such clinging... I heard from a friend that she saw him in a photo with a girl.
*instant broken heart*
Aha, he deserves to be happy. He is. And seems that it's not with you, hohoho... or, maybe he needs his own turning point? LOL... don't!!!
---another story at around the same moment---
I think I'm picking a fight with my superior... well, I feel neglected, but somehow I feel like the superior put the blame on me, my jobdesk. Ahaaa.... maybe it's just me and me so-important feeling.
I want to be acknowledged, not neglected, abandoned, or such... haha... *baper alert*
so tell me, how long should I pretend to others that I still have a husband? How long should I make them think that my marriage is fine? What would I do when people finally find out the truth? What should I tell my parents that I have already told some friends....? That I'm tired of shutting up?
You think?
Yeah, I am that weak that I leak out to one more person, while Allah has kept it secret until now. It's somehow suffocating inside.... maybe the same thing with mom and dad but they have greater endurance and other more important issues to handle.
I am such a nuisance.....
Waaahh I don't suggest you for your next post to pick this kind of word again.. You're stronger than this Raz..and you know what.. Being single is not something to hide.. Its something to cherish.. Show up.. Rise and shine.. Saatnya pilihan lain dr Allah menemukanmu dengan cara the memberi tahu dunia💕 semangaaatttt
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