I've been thinking of what to do if I really have a chance to live in Japan, considering my situation now that I'm not "alone", but together with a son I need to take care of. One silly thought that came across my mind these days, I wanted to live in a mosque in Japan and work there, for anything. Maybe as a teacher, or as a cleaning service. Taking care of the mosque, pray on time, read Qur'an, praying, and the point is I'm in Japan. Hahahaaaaa..
So I started to browse in our most reliable search engine, Google Granpa! I typed: mosque in Japan. Then I got this beautiful picture of Tokyo Camii
And I just like... Wow! Never thought such a minority country for Muslim like Japan could have this kind of beautiful masjid! and it's in Tokyo, mamen! I wonder if they open recruitment for a Qur'an teacher, or at least a cleaning service with enough salary for two. Then I'll imagine my life as in many Japanese dorama that I watched. LOL.
But, really. Knowing that maybe separation is the only option I'll choose, maybe I'll runaway to a place where people won't even bother my personal life. Start anew, together with the man of my life, Alfatih =) I was thinking of visiting a psychologist, really. But then, the fee makes me reconsidering such idea. My beautiful administrator, founding mother of this writing group said that she would consider living in abroad if she were me. Then, why not? I said to myself. And why Japan? Why not, once again? Haha... I just want to live in that country.
Hope that I can be a better mom, better person, getting closer to Allah in a place where Islam is not the majority, being the "unusual" rather than being in the majority but people can't stop talking about why this or that about you.
Yosh, I'll really consider it! Japan, wait for me. You'll soon pick me up to visit you. Haha...
So I started to browse in our most reliable search engine, Google Granpa! I typed: mosque in Japan. Then I got this beautiful picture of Tokyo Camii
And I just like... Wow! Never thought such a minority country for Muslim like Japan could have this kind of beautiful masjid! and it's in Tokyo, mamen! I wonder if they open recruitment for a Qur'an teacher, or at least a cleaning service with enough salary for two. Then I'll imagine my life as in many Japanese dorama that I watched. LOL.
But, really. Knowing that maybe separation is the only option I'll choose, maybe I'll runaway to a place where people won't even bother my personal life. Start anew, together with the man of my life, Alfatih =) I was thinking of visiting a psychologist, really. But then, the fee makes me reconsidering such idea. My beautiful administrator, founding mother of this writing group said that she would consider living in abroad if she were me. Then, why not? I said to myself. And why Japan? Why not, once again? Haha... I just want to live in that country.
Hope that I can be a better mom, better person, getting closer to Allah in a place where Islam is not the majority, being the "unusual" rather than being in the majority but people can't stop talking about why this or that about you.
Yosh, I'll really consider it! Japan, wait for me. You'll soon pick me up to visit you. Haha...
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